What’s holding me down is a form of torture
That was touching my there then
And still reaching me now
Will I escape it
I’ve tried a thousand times

Oh, how can you lecture
Me on my life
When I’ve been to hell
Well I don ‘t need anyone to tell me
I’m not trying to be something better
Then what I was

So here I am suspend
Locked in my room and stuck in bed
At least I’m alive
But still I’ll have
Nightmares that tonight
Will be the same as last night
It’s the same same fight we have everytime
Escaping Amman

I’ve tried a thousand times
And fell a thousand times
And it’s adding up
So add it up