Meranchoria

tsumetai nigatsu no kaze ga sugiru
Ichirin no hana ga kubi o kashigeru
Shinjitsu no koe ga uso o haita
Haiiro no yuki ga kokoro someta

Me o tojireba kurikaesareteku
Ichirin no hana ga kubi o otosu
Sannen no tsukihi utakata no yume ka
Haiiro no yuki ga namida ni toketa

Nageku koe ha sora ni karete waratta
Utagau koto mo shirazu tada anata o aishiteta
Tooku kieru kako o mune ni kizanda
Me no mae ni ha mou inai hantoumei na sugata sagashiteta

Through I really believe it…

Zetsubou no naka ni yume o daita
Ichirin no hana ha hai to natta
Nando mo nando mo namae o sakenda
Shinjireru mono ha nani mo nai to shitta

Ai ha kitto hakanai mono oto mo nai
Fukaku shizumu hou no you ni musatsu ni umarekieru
Ikitaereba raku ni nareru sayonara
Atatakai komorehi ga tsumetaku natta karada dakishimeta

Nageku koe ha sora ni karete waratta
Merry X’mas mitai ni romantist ga hoshii ka?
Tooku kieru kako o mune ni kizanda
Me no mae ni ha mou inai hantoumei na sugata sagashiteta

I wish that I wanted to die
I fall in a sleep slowly, while floating tears named lonelyness