I'm tired of waking up every day Looking myself in the mirror and wishing I didn't see any part of you Any part of you left in me And I'm sick of fighting this sweltering pain inside myself
I tell myself every day I'm gonna shake off Gonna retrain everything you tried to beat into my brain My heart, my soul, it thrives to never be like you
There's things I know I need to work on Being cold all the time is something I need to leave behind I gotta focus on a future where I use my full mental mind and I know
It's gonna burn like hell, hurt like hell There ain't nothing like letting your pride down, well I'm about to prove to you I'll never be like you No, I'll never be like you
So I'll push forward, try to be better Show a side of me that no one will know how to weather I'll prove to myself, I'm not like you Break my borders, won't take cover I'll start a blaze that you can't smother I won't be anything like you
I'm over being trapped inside this rage that resembles a cage I know I'm capable of far more then your memories will let me prove I wish I could let go of you
And I'm still trying to figure it out How to let go and take the steps to letting you know I'm not doing this for you, as much as you wish that were true
It's gonna burn like hell, hurt like hell There ain't nothing like letting your pride down, well I'm about to prove to you I'll never be like you No, I'll never be like you
So I'll push forward, try to be better Show a side of me that no one will know how to weather I'll prove to myself, I'm not like you Break my borders, won't take cover I'll start a blaze that you can't smother I won't be anything like you
And as hard as I know I've gotta try I'll break through and come out the other side Better than you ever thought I would I'll mature and let things go I'll move on and learn to grow But in the end, you'll be nothing but alone
And I'm sick of fighting this sweltering pain inside myself
So I'll push forward, try to be better Show a side of me that no one will know how to weather I'll prove to myself, I'm not like you Break my borders, won't take cover I'll start a blaze that you can't smother I won't be anything like you
I will push forward I won't take cover
So I'll push forward, try to be better Show a side of me that no one will know how to weather I'll prove to myself, I'm not like you Break my borders, won't take cover I'll start a blaze that you can't smother I won't be anything like you
I'll set fire to all the memories I have of you I'll never be like you, no