When the mind disbelieves

Just wanted to say goodnight
Just wanted to say this is the last thing I write
I spill my guts upon your floor
Then I'll leave and love no more
And I'll be free but insecure, insecure

Just wanted to say goodnight
Even though the odds are stacked on your side
But I still thought I'd have a chance
To make you laugh and your freckles dance
And I would fuck up all your plans
All your plans

'Cause I'm terrified
That you're alive
With cute guys

Sending messages of hope
You say you miss me, as you cry down the phone
Well, I'm here, I never left
Like your jumper on my desk
And you're hurting in my chest
In my chest

'Cause I'm terrified
That you're alive
With cute guys
Yeah, I'm terrified
That you'll lie
About cute guys

Woo, ooh, hey-hey-hey-hey-hey
Hey-hey-hey-hey-hey, ooh

Running with horses and babe
It's drunken disorderly
And I see you on my street
With him and you look good

I'm terrified
That you're alive
With cute guys
Yeah, I'm terrified
That you'll lie
About cute guys

It doesn't matter