This town had sunk its theeth
Deep inside of me
And now I a struggle just to breath

And this used to be my own safety
The side walks the doorknob
And the memories are grey
I'd rather keep them all that way

Cuz i can't relive
All of those nights when i was
Afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
When i was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain i've had
I can't go back to all this!
(the pain i've had)
I can't go back to all this now

Look at me
I'm a mess
A mess of everything
That i never wanted to be

I can't relive
I can't relive
All of those nights when I was
Afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
And I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain i've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain i've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this now

All of those nights when I was
Afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
And i was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain i've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain i've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this now!