White walls confine me in this empty place Pacing the hallways in a daze Sedated highs at medication time I'll do the haldol dance at nine Voices inside proclaim this is the end for me No chance of hope or being free They argue with me tell me not to make a sound As I collapse upon the ground
My doctor drills me with his therapy To interact among the group Sleep most of my days and withdraw within my mind Nothing to do here but kill time Soon I awakened from some chaos in the hall Another patient is restrained Screaming to someone who clearly isn't there My fingers pulling out my hair
When will it end...? It never ends It never...
It's rainy outside almost everyday It's always cloudy in my mind It's hard to hear so many voices in my head And what they whisper isn't kind It's hard to explain what is going on inside Just want to get off this ride Delirium keeps pushing me beyond control Life has just died within my soul
Dementia rots my soul Tears only fill the empty hole Internal pain has scarred my life Eternal sadness day and night If there's a god, please let me die! Don't let me suffer in the next life I say a prayer, I say good-bye Break down the walls from the inside...