a darker whole concealed within the folds of a truth revealed a blank passage unread chapter in my book of memories It crawls though the space behind my face trying to complicate the scene that surrounds me slapped in the face, a bitter taste lingers to penetrate, confuse and astound me striving to widen the spaces of consciousness It still keeps me locked up inside myself searching for some sort of revelation failing to confront the situation I keep on slipping I push it down beneath the surface I've forgotten it's still there It crawls though the space behind my face trying to complicate the scene that surrounds me slapped in the face, a bitter taste lingers to penetrate , confuse and astound me and I can't forget and I can't forgive and I still regret and I still re-live standing on the edge I see emptiness and fading dreams shallow pools of everything nothing seems to comfort me born into obscurity cannot find security clouded by the hate I feel look to what I know is real nothing but the world around me still I fall back through still I fall into a darker hole a darker whole