She hides her belly behind baggy clothing Dying to get it out in the open. ain't told no one She couldn't bring herself to get an abortion She dreaming of holding her own in her arms And she's only 14 Feeling confused and uncertain Weather or not her pops would still love her If she's not a virgin Her stomach's hurting but she will not go to the doctor Afraid of getting caught lost with no one to talk to
One day walking home from school she lost her water The pains grew and she dropped in front of her father He hollered and rushed to help his daughter His little baby's body quaking his eyes fell helpless upon her She said I'm sorry father I've been keeping a secret I got pregnant and I decided to keep it Please don't hate me please don't be mad And just like that his little girl's eyes rolled back
He waited for help but help came to late Or life came to fast as he watched it slip away Forever sadness remains under that shade tree Watching his baby go as he delivered her baby I can see your smile I can hear your voice But I can't touch your skin... ever again
My dad is getting sick and I gotta quit my job To take it on my moms is on the meds holding off the bends She sees her best friend dying not trying to see the end Then boom boom boom, its like she left the room Pops is on the the drip, slipping in and out and keeps leaving Just skin and bones, left lying in the linen Trying to not to lose them both like 'don't you leave me too Momma, please be strong. I need you... '
When your a kid, things are just did for ya Ungrateful and unnoticed, parents just did things for us Tuck you into bed and feed ya house ya clothes ya Give you everything they can, sacrifice to keep ya closer You become a grown up when you know true suffering Those who love us most do so and we don't notice them
Cause we engaged and engrossed and it ain't fair when One day you wake up your parent of your parents You start to realize that the love is unquestioned As your own folks get older, and they drift toward the exit Life exists in short bursts, life is growth spurts But as you get older shoulders slump and hearts hurt