I sometimes think to when I was young To happier times but now they have gone I'll try to remember the things that made me smile So here is a story of how it began How it has gone and what is the plan I'll try to remember the things that made me smile And do you even know Oh, what it's like to lose a life? A life in which you needed more time And do you even care What's going on inside my mind? I feel I can't escape, what now?
Oh I struggle remembering your face I wake up without a smile on my face I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still And the voices inside of my head Oh they tell me that I will wind up dead If I continue the path that I'm on Oh I loved you, but you didn't care I needed you, and you was not there And the world kicked back it forced me to my knees
And do you even care? What's going on inside my mind I feel I can't escape her now
Oh I struggle remembering your face I wake up without a smile on my face I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still And the voices inside of my head Oh they tell me, that I will wind up dead If I continue the path that I'm on Oh I loved you, but you didn't care I needed you and you was not there And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees
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Now I'm older and the years have been kind I understand but I'm far from wise I was just a boy but I just could not cry (Oh Ohh Ohh) Not because I, I didn't care I understand that life's not fair it's not your fault I will carry on
But I struggle remembering your face I look back on what we have made I still remember the things that made me smile You made me smile