Waking up on the floor
With no one else in the room
I never felt like this before
I just hope I'm leaving soon
And if tomorrow I don't wake up
Just know I really tried to make
the best of your forgiveness

Tell me one last time
How I never tried

Was so close to breaking through last time
Thought that I'd be sheltered
By nothingness, by the lack of consciousness
But I lay here awake
Too afraid to dream
'Cause if I might have to face myself
I'll buckle at my knees

Tell me one last time
How I never tried

I've seen the light, but never felt this close
Pushed my pain aside 'cause I could never give it to those
'Cause I never see the point in sharing defeat
Displaying my debts to the world
I just live in repeat, vacant and desperate

Tell me one last time
How I never tried

And if tomorrow I don't wake up
Just know I really tried to make the best
of your forgiveness
And tell my brother he'll be fine