I wasn't sure if I should stay or go
I had covered for you for way too long
This isn't how it's supposed to be
And it's taken it's toll on me
I'm so disgusted with myself
You told me they'd never find out
They wouldn't care, they wouldn't believe me
I hope you let me sleep tonight

You creep up on me when she's not around
not around to save me
Why can't you just go away?
What if I can't forget anything, everything
What if I wait here?
What if I stand here waiting?

I'm falling apart
You made me lay there hopelessly
I couldn't scream a word, I couldn't push away
If this is what you need to get off
I'd hate to see what's next for you
Are you disgusted with yourself?
She'd have you slaughtered and hope you burn in hell

You creep up on me when she's not around
not around to save me
Why can't you just go away?
What if I can't forget anything, everything
What if I wait here?
What if I stand here waiting?

You motherfucker, I hope you burn in hell
I hope you know what you've caused me
You are the one that's ruined me