I tried to be your best friend
I tried, I tried, I tried
I'm tired of saying the shit that was wrong
maybe the mistake is in me
for always trying to fight
for what is already dead

writing on my paper
feather and pen
trying to escape, oh, oh, ow
I'm crazy for insisting
on you, oow, oow, oow, oow

your friends think I'm stupid
I wish I was doing something right
But it never walks, it never ends
The choruses are always the same
You play this game so much better than me
I think I should give up

I think a part of me
already committed suicide for you
but it does not matter
I say, for you nothing matters
Never mattered, I know it sounds crazy
But I'll still write songs about you
For me it was yesterday how real things seemed

writing on my paper
feather and pen
trying to escape, oh, oh, ow
I'm crazy for insisting
on you, oow, oow, oow, oow

it would be nice if you also knew how to say goodbye
it would be great if we didn't live in this cycle
in this vicious cycle where we're stuck
each other
I can't see where this will end
keep repeating that this is a hopeless case

writing on my paper
feather and pen
trying to escape, oh, oh, ow
I'm crazy for insisting
on you, oow, oow, oow, oow

one day I will discard this paper