Be grateful of what you got
Well I am not
Here I am
Locked myself in the basement
Smashing spiders up against the wall
I am creating amazing science experiments
With jealously
They have more feet than what I could ever fill

I will cut my lips on a minnesota license plate
Just to draw you in
Just to let you know the route to my vein
Prepare for your first winter!
Throw on your coat
And hope for months of snow
The bliss is far too bold
For this heart to hold alone

I'm on my own and I'm still scared
Throwing up no throw up
Because dry heaving in the new black
My throats a desert as I see my words
Clogging up the bath tub
With each and every letter that I should have said
Combined to make perfect sense

I am wide awake and it is past my bedtime
I'm busy flipping nickels and dimes
In the wishing well along the lakeside
I will be brave all summer long
Because I got guts