YEAH I COULD NOT BELIVE IT BECAUSE IT ENDED AS FAST AS IT BEGUN AND WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO TO DO WITH ALL THAT LOVE (CHORUS) I NEVER THOUGHT OF ME AS "ENTERTAINMENT" I NEVER THOUGHT OF ME AS A PRODUCT OF FILL YOUR EMPTY LIFE NEVER THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD HURT SO MUCH TO TRUST AND LOVE SOMEONE I'M NOT A TOY TO BE PLAYED AROUND I'M NOT AN OBJECT, I'M NOT A TROPHY AND I AM MORE THAN JUST THIS BODY IT'S SO DAMN SIMPLE! (CHORUS) I WAS CHASING ILLUSIONS AND CHASING LIES AND WHEN I OPENED UP MY EYES I COULDN'T DEAL WITH ALL THE PAIN I CRIED AND I LIED AND I'M TRYING TO LEAVE ALL THIS BEHIND MEMORIES BLACK HOLE, SUCKING MY ENERGY AWAY WHEN MY ILLUSIONS ENDED I TRIED TO PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING WAS THE SAME - BUT IT WAS NOT AND I DIDN'T LIKE WHAT I SAW! - YOU ARE NOT THEPERSON I ONCE KNEW I GUESS I NEVER REALLY FUCKING KNEW YOU! I FOUGHT SO HARD, I WAS SO FUCKIN' WEAK THEN I FOUND MYSELF, I'LL NEVER BE BACK ON MY KNEES NOW I'VE GOT MY STRENGHT (BACK), AND I'M SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT I DID RISE A STRONGER MAN BUT I WON'T FORGET WHAT YOU DID TO ME