Coffee in the morning
Fingers running through my hair
I hate it when you're leaving
Cause my mind goes running off somewhere

I'm running round in circles
It ain't helpful
When I'm back at square one
It shouldn't be this hard
But when it's good
I make it bad for us

If this is what it feels like
Maybe I'll be alright
Maybe I won't blow us up
Yeah I'm scared of steady
But you make me feel ready
Oh boy I'm freakin' hard to love

First I'm screaming
And then I'm leaving
And going back
In your bed

Say I'm sorry
The same old story
Keep messing up
With your head

Oh I don't mean it
Scared of all these feelings
Maybe I'm just bad at us
Bad at us
So bad so bad so bad at us

I got all these habits
Some baggage
And I shouldn't bring it up

And I hate it
When I do this
And it hurts so much

So I'm running round in circles
Keep you waiting but it can't be much fun

It shouldn't be this hard
But when it's good
I make it bad for us

If this is what it feels like
Maybe I'll be alright
Maybe I won't blow us up
Yeah I'm scared of steady
But you make me feel ready
Oh boy I'm freakin' hard to love

First I'm screaming
And then I'm leaving
And going back
In your bed

Say I'm sorry
The same old story
Keep messing up
With your head

Oh I don't mean it
Scared of all these feelings
Maybe I'm just bad at us
Bad at us
So bad so bad so bad at us
Too bad too bad too bad for us

If this is what it feels like
Maybe I'll be alright
Maybe I won't blow us up
If this is what it feels like
Maybe I'll be alright
Maybe I won't blow us up

If this is what it feels like
Maybe I'll be alright
Maybe I won't blow us up
Yeah I'm scared of steady
But you make me feel ready
Oh boy I'm freakin' hard to love

First I'm screaming
And then I'm leaving
And going back
In your bed

Say I'm sorry
The same old story
Keep messing up
With your head

Oh I don't mean it
Scared of all these feelings
Maybe I'm just bad at us
Bad at us
So bad so bad so bad at us
Too bad too bad too bad for us