A fear of regret eats a hole deep inside of me The torment of failure gives me chills at night and makes it hard to breathe But, in my dreams I've found a way to hide From the horrible thoughts that keep me up at night A place where wrong is right and failure's undefined
Please don't take me away from here This is a place that's free of harsh decisions I've once again chosen to leave my life behind In here I can live how I desire
In my dreams I know I control everything But, as I wake up from this dream I'm reminded of the ugliness that surrounds me
I think I'll just go back to sleep Because my dreams are the only place where I can feel peace Am I awake or am I still dreaming? I'm growing nervous it's getting hard to tell Would I miss this life if there's no turning back? Could I even turn back if I wanted to?
But, in my dreams I've found a way to hide From the horrible thoughts that keep me up at night A place where wrong is right and failure's undefined My decision is final, I'm never coming back
I've made a terrible mistake I'm trapped in a dream and I need to get out How did this happen? I now know that life is worth living Not just in it's beauty, it's the pain, sorrow And the heartbreaks that make me who I am And makes me feel alive
If there's anyone that can hear me Anyone at all I have made a mistake And I'm not sure if there is any coming back from this now Now I see that it would be impossible
For any kind of dream or fantasy To even come close to the brilliance of simply being alive This is my future on that line This is my destiny No one can tell me what's right for me
Only I can decide I can see life with such clarity now, and it all makes sense I just hope that there's a way out of here Is there anyone out there? Can you hear me? I am stuck in a dream, and I need to get out I'm at the top of my lungs Can you hear me now?