I can't handle
All this pain
Only time I feel okay
Is when this shit goes through my veins

Before you take that, think about the consequences
Know you problably don't think it matters
'cause your mother's addicted
Right?
But look how your momma is living

(How am I suppose to fix the pain?)

You ain't gotta fix it!
My brother used to pick my clothes out
to motivate me
He was my bestfriend
Shit, my only maybe
He used to tell me that no matter what
he had my back
If I needed something he did it for me and that he was there
He's in prison now, 10 years for molestation!
All my favorite little cousins, that's fucking crazy!
And honestly I wanna hide it
But if this story could save a life
then I'll be grateful!
'Cause I lost somebody I loved
and I can't love her no more
I think I cried 3 months straight man
Why was he young?

(Man I know you problably got over it
and didn't do drugs, but my situation is different
I'm really fucked up!)

Forget the story but my point is that, I didn't give up
I noticed my sound could be fixed with love

(But I tried to love
and anybody addicted get none)

So you still a lil ashamed
as sticking this shit in your blood
I got a question, answer it or rhythm

(What's up?)

After you take that, how longer 'til the feeling is done?

(I don't know, like 20 min?)

Right then what? Let's get this over it here right now
let me enter this gun

(No please, please no I don't wanna die man)

Shut up

(Please!)

Yeah see, this is what I wanted
You don't really wanna die, you're just hiding the pain
That's one of the little things I've be trying to say
You got a little piece of hope and it's inside you
You just really wanna be okay, you've been trying to
I don't want you to get addicted
quit and feel impossible
But nothing is impossible!
Anytime I'd die for you
I don't want you overdosing '
'in '' and '' out '' of hospitals
I don't want you dying
you know what it's time to do
You gotta give it up, you gotta give it up
Gotta give it up, gotta give it up

I can't handle
All this pain
Only time I feel okay
Is when this shit goes through my veins
I can't Handle!
This in my Brain!
I keep fighting, fighting, fighting
I can beat this shit one day!

I can't Handle!
This in my Brain!
Yeah I know if I can fight it
I can beat this shit one day!