I'm done with the drinking
Falling flat on my face, wasted
When you're my good grace
I just can't find my friends like I'm lost in the party
I'm done with the boys who keep causing me pain
Poison, when I carry the blame
It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody

Now it's all in the past
No, I'm not going back

Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself
Oh, I'm hanging my hand by the wire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself, yeah

I'm done being selfish, my hollow words like
So that I can't be heard and I need a chance
And a real conversation
I'm done overthinking, every step that I take
Was it the way that I hesitate?
And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation, hm

Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself
Oh, I'm hanging my hand by the wire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself, yeah

No demon in me that I can't fight
Look in the mirror, this is my life
Even through awful seasons
Fighting for my own freedom
No demon in me that I can't fake
Look in the mirror, this is my life
Even through awful seasons
Fighting for my own freedom

Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself
Oh, I'm hanging my hand by the wire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself, yeah