why have you put so many things into my eyes that i can't see clear who's paid you for telling me what i'm worth and run in fear it has been for me a strain to see already what have you done the rising noise the sharpened smells the deadened sight
what is it in my eyes a piece of broken glass is this the time i should be on my knees for you is this your way of telling another has been found now i know it's teargas in my eyes
Sulfur
i'm drawing back time to feel things once again as when i had found them
i saw you grow older saw myself grow older too but not as much as you if i only knew
i had sulfur in my heart but not enough strenght to give it a spark i didn't know when to start when we were bright or when we were dark i had a wind in my chest blew as hard as it ever could i could have written books for you if i only knew
i held my head down i know and you walked around in circles i'm sure you already knew if i only knew it too
so much i want to ask you you have no time to let me do so there is no light in my pathway you must tell me where to go
March 4
left with spring alone i withdraw from this i lived so differently it wasn't good enough
i was with you alone winter was gone
things once blurred are twice sharpened when i think of what i could have blood has left me even before you can never return a second time
i lived so differently did it all for it but everything is now a film on rewind