I am warped I am wrapped cs I warble my song cs I wobble my gait to the edge of the Great Plain in Red Cloud
I am tainted I am taught To be tough To be raw To be ruined To be wrecked Like the women whose aching backs and blistered skin make me coffee and burnt bread
In Red Cloud In Red Cloud
I am pulled to the poppies by my pony and poison With my pulse comes a promise I'm a pioneer Young girls braid their hair like straw into baskets "with baskets come bounty" They say They prey as they fall into sleep Dream of Red Cloud
In Red Cloud In Red Cloud
Of stone and spirit I haunt the dead My name, my lips, my swollen heart and hips I breathe in dust and blow out steam Like the engine that rolls on a crooked track that hauls along lost pocket clocks and cents singing cycles In song c loop, in ink, on my palm The name and number I could call To break the spell To break the lock This chain is linked by much more than iron and I've watched how hot tears melt metal before
I make a stew with rain water and frozen meat Thick with pine needles Warm beer and baby teeth I suck it down in spoonfuls I go to sleep dumb and halved Vibrating in circles In circuits I wake up dizzy In