Everything can crumble before my head
I know what should be good for me
Everything must stop now
I want to be myself
I've had enough to face it all by myself
My life is a book of hidden pages

I can't be like this anymore
Reacting is accurate
Being strong is the important
Feel everything you are
Open mind and gaping heart
I'll try, try, try
Until my knees bleed

The battle won't be easy
The war will be even harder
I got tired of being who I am not
With every smile of mine
It's a band aid placed
My mind bleeds for freedom
I can't fix what's not broken
I won't fix it just because you're dissatisfied
I'll take off the band aids and paste a smile
'Cause I won't fix myself

I shouldn't be lonely anymore
I must sober up
Strength is what I must have for me
Goodbye is not an option
Because all my band aids will fall

I can't be like this anymore
To react is necessary
Being strong is the important
Feel everything that you are
Open mind and open heart
I'll try, try, try
Until my knees bleed

The battle won't be easy
The war will be even harder
I got tired of being who I am not
With every smile of mine
It's a band aid placed
My mind bleeds for freedom
I can't fix what's not broken
I won't fix it just because you're dissatisfied
I'll take off the band aids and paste a smile
'Cause I won't fix myself