I feel so small
For all of you
I can be crazy
But now I'm so sane

The drama is with me
I'm going to get the car
And give you
For you to escape
And not live in this prison anymore
That's my mind

If I die
I don't wanna you to visit me
If I'm honest, you're going to go
Maybe if I get drunk
Make you cry and die
Maybe you hate me
I leave you
But maybe you hate me

My knees are bruised
My face is stamped with shame
I can't do drama anymore
I would need to
Expose you to everything

I'd rather hurt you in a different way
Well, that way I don't want
Everything you do comes back
And I don't want you to come back to me

If I die
I don't wanna you to visit me
If I'm honest, you're going to go
Maybe if I get drunk
Make you cry and die
Maybe you hate me
I leave you
But maybe you hate me

I'm curled up
I don't want to be around you
'Cause I don't want to hurt you like that
I'm not ready to say
Goodbye

If I die
I don't wanna you to visit me
If I'm honest, you're going to go
Maybe if I get drunk
Make you cry and die
Maybe you hate me
I leave you
But maybe you hate me