Time
I know I've already said that
I've even been there
In fact I always pass
I never know what to think

I never wanted to die
I want to live
But sometimes the feeling hits me
Consumes me and drags me

I thought I was starting a new chapter
But I just realized
I went back two pages ago
Not 'cause I don't know
Not 'cause I don't want to
Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me
I get confused with myself
Not 'cause I don't know
Not 'cause I don't want to
Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me

Only I think so
But my thoughts are of all
I imagine you thinking that
And I'm convinced of that
It's not quite right
But I love a self sabotage

Ask me for myself
I know what I write
It's not a crime
But it's pretty bad

I thought I was starting a new chapter
But I just realized
I went back two pages ago
Not 'cause I don't know
Not 'cause I don't want to
Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me
I get confused with myself
Not 'cause I don't know
Not 'cause I don't want to
Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me

Even the sunset wouldn't cheer me up
Right now it's all so black
I don't see anything else out there
Because it must be me wanting to meet me
Far away
It's me wanting to call myself

I thought I was starting a new chapter
But I just realized
I went back two pages ago
Not 'cause I don't know
Not 'cause I don't want to
Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me
I get confused with myself
Not 'cause I don't know
Not 'cause I don't want to
Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me