Father, god in heaven - Please hear, grant my prayers. Save me from myself, my sin, this hell on earth. You are reality, my world is but a dream. As I walk, death walks towards me. One more day closer to the coming.
My pulse grows as the scale leaves me. Alone I am weak, easy to devour, prone to deceit. I lust, I hate, I lie to myself.
Alive to the world is dead to the grave.
Beautiful creations… Wasting my days away. Hear me, change me, break me. I have traded roaches for mice. Lies for white lies. I know it is time. I must move on.
There is so much tragedy but impossible to weep. No time to cry, tears of beauty, A luxury I barely receive.
War, is this blood drenching my soul? Too many a time I have lost control.
I hate this sin but indulge in it. Long for, but dread a walking sunset. Here comes leviathan, His time to strike again.