No food to eat,
All the money's been wasted
From last week
I can't even leave,
So I sleep in the basement,
Making up rap beats
Hot cup of tea,
It's four o'clock in the middle of the night,
And I can't sleep
It's all on the peak,
So bad I can taste it
While it eats me

How can I sleep if I don't have dreams?
I just have nightmares
How can it be?
I still believe something is out there

Some part of me
Feels a little bit naked and empty
I'm stuck underneath a few
Dirty old blankets to comfort me

How can I sleep if I don't have dreams?
I just have nightmares
How can it be?
I still believe something is out there

And there's a light,
And I can see why I'm still alive
Mommy won't lie,
Cause if she did, I would've died
All the time I sit and try,
You think I'd be down
Every night, I'm sick and why,
Oh, I'm staying up this time