I've been fighting with myself way too long
Need a quitter like it's quidditch with the golden balls
And none of my best friends don't care at all
And now my words gon' fall, like the Berlin wall

And I said what I said, they don't know what I mean
And I've been losin' friends and gaining enemies
And now they swearing that they know what's best for me
They don't know what I need, I need, I need

Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me
I need an xo that ain't dead to me
I need you both dead, you and stephany

Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me
I need an xo that ain't dead to me
I need you both dead, you and stephany

I wanna leave it behind, I wanna watch the whole world burn
Bein' friends with the devil has it's perks
I wanna tear at my skin till it fuckin' hurts
I wanna make them learn, I wanna, I wanna

Drown myself in these mountains I call home
I need to know why I'm happy alone
I need to know, you kicked me while I'm low
And I need to know why I need

Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me
I need an xo that ain't dead to me
I need you both dead, you and stephany

Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me
I need an xo that ain't dead to me
I need you both dead, you and stephany