I should've fucked your friends
It would've been the best revenge
For the fire that you started
I'm trying to heal but it's a process
They told me I should cut my losses
But there's a stranger where my heart is

And I'm sick with feeling like I deserved better
And you're sick for everything you did to me it was a set up
And I should goodfella you, call me "karen" waking up to my beretta
If I blow your brains out - I, I could guarantee that you'll forget her
And if I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better

Kiss me, I'm the monster that you made (yeah you made me)
Now I'm just like you so don't complain (yeah you made me-)
Do the things you like hoping you'd stay, ok
Kiss me I'm the monster that you made (you made me)

Games, you don't want me unless I'm someone else's
You don't even know you're being selfish
You mercy me only when I'm melting
Down to my tears only when I'm helpless
That's when you get off and you can't help it
And all your bullets, they feel like velvet
And I let you do it, I let you do it, I loved you too much I let you shoot it off

And I'm sick with feeling like I deserved better
And you dead me, left my heart beatless shit on acapella
And I should goodfella you, call me "karen" waking up to my beretta
If I blow your brains out - I, I could guarantee that you'll forget her
And if I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better

Kiss me, I'm the monster that you made (yeah you made me)
Now I'm just like you so don't complain (yeah you, made me-)
Do the things you like hoping you'd stay, ok
Kiss me I'm the monster that you made (you made me)