Always trying to stop
Not knowing why to stop
I count to 10
I breathe
But it seems like everything happens again

I try to be me
I try to swim against the current
But I always get caught
I don't know how to wish that
Not today

That's the situation
This infinite looping that I live
Infinite looping trying to swim against current
But always swimming to the same current
I try
But I can't get out of this infinite looping
Da-da-da-da-ra-da
But always swimming to the same current

It's sad to see my self-mutilation
See how weak I am
I fall in the same every time
A vicious cycle I don't get out
I can't take it anymore

My body says one thing
My mind says another
I get dizzy and I end up yielding
I can't do anything against

That's the situation
This infinite looping that I live
Infinite looping trying to swim against current
But always swimming to the same current
I try
But I can't get out of this infinite looping
Da-da-da-da-ra-da
But always swimming to the same current

My heart gets racing
Not in a good way
1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... 8... 9... 10
That's how much I count to get back
It's my reality for everything I think
It's like that
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
I'm drowning alone

That's the situation
This infinite looping that I live
Infinite looping trying to swim against current
But always swimming to the same current
I try
But I can't get out of this infinite looping
Da-da-da-da-ra-da
But always swimming to the same current